The issue of stalking extends beyond appearance, wealth, and social standing. It is important to recognize that cyberstalking is rooted in undervalued mental well-being and must be addressed accordingly.
Contrary to common assumptions, stalkers do not fit a specific mold. They can come from any background and possess any level of education. Appearances can be deceiving; even the most polished individuals may engage in online stalking through multiple fake profiles.
The problem is the harm they cause to victims. Mental distress, economic harm, the list goes on. We must acknowledge that true character lies beneath the surface. The prevalence of cyberstalking represents a significant crisis in today's digital world—it's time we address it as such.
The Many Layers
According to Norton, "Cyberstalking is defined as the use of email, direct messaging, or other electronic means to harass, scare, or threaten someone with physical harm...it can come in various forms, such as bullying, sexual harassment, or other unwelcome attention around your life and activities."
It is pertinent to know that Cyberstalking is illegal in the United States, Australia, and the U.K.
Certain American laws include the "Combat Online Predators Act: A law that increased the maximum prison sentence for perpetrators who stalk minors online, and Title 18: An anti-stalking law prohibiting various forms of stalking, including using electronics to cause physical harm or emotional distress." (Norton section 1)
Social Means Nothing
To demonstrate that social standing is unrelated to mental illness, a well-known case involves an executive at eBay who entered a plea of guilt in relation to multiple offenses involving the harassment of a Massachusetts couple. Tactics employed included the use of public tweets, and threatening direct messages on Twitter.
The significance of holding a prestigious position at eBay becomes irrelevant when emotions come into play, as appearances can be deceiving.
What behooves someone to commit a crime? It's simple. According to The Guardian on a subject pertaining to stocks and how even the wealthy who "have it all" can make mistakes, "What makes them stupid is their failure to grasp some pretty obvious points. One is that you really can't take it (money) with you...they confiscate everything at the pearly gates..." So for those that have everything, perhaps one thing that isn't had are things such as comradery, friendship, things you cannot purchase.
How It Relates
In my personal experience, I have unfortunately encountered a series of disturbing incidents involving harassment and cyberstalking toward myself, and my family. As referenced in my original OP/ED, and the Project: Bullyish film trailer, these offenses have been ongoing for several years and have had a profound impact on my life. I never had contact, knew of, or spoke about this person in the continued article. I would like to make it a point one day she started full force on Twitter hammering out Tweets pertaining to my mom, dad, and myself 24/7 with no break, with the main cult members.
They started when I was a teenager and involved a digital cult known as the PANTICULT or LILLEE JEAN CLONE CULT, that latched on one day. The only logical explanation can be said from this referenced article, "When someone joins a cult, he or she usually does so because of what the organization offers initially. This may include friendship for those that need it, connections to others, an identity that is lacking, contributing factors, and sometimes family."
A prominent member of the Panticult, Lillee Jean Clone Cult, is an excellent example of cyberstalking without a face. In Maine, a 60-year-old woman with several degrees, including arts and applied science, initially appeared respectable, but, ended up being the most vicious of the cult against me.
I wondered at the time when so many accounts were popping up contacting people I knew, worked with, or even talked to for a split second, "why". Why can't I have a life? Why is someone trying to kill every dream I ever had?
Now I wonder why a woman who was a wildlife rehabilitation person, to gracing the streets of London, and to now at 60 once again back to school, would care about a "Lillee Jean." Why? It made no sense.
She used various tactics similar to the case above, such as public tweets, threatening direct messages, intentional economic harm, privacy breaches, and even identity theft to destroy me, and my family.
We were able to identify her across several social media profiles based on her reference to a specific place called Theresienstadt, as shown below. It would be later revealed, too, that she had connection to several of the anti-Semitic hate accounts referenced in my piece on the Rise of Antisemitism.
Throughout my teenage years to now, she operated multiple accounts under names such as ATRUEMAN, NiceMinnesotan, R/Leading-economist-12, R/SKHoward, CheeryMonkey, Antiques_lady, and CherryCupcakes7, SandraSchuld, CeoKindred, diane135899, Rabbits2022, kxh45ybdyj, SandraKellySchuld, SandraNiermannSchuld, Sandman22, bubbletea4ever4, Wesavedogs22.
A 60 year old woman. It's jarring, but proves there is no face to online stalkers.
This woman was responsible for digging into calling previous schools I attended as a minor child, trying to contact old boyfriends from middle school, contacting places I dined at, as well as calling places I modeled for. My IMDB acting profile was vandalized as she cheered on her fellow PANTICULT members on Twitter, and encouraged others to get my films removed. Her behavior went to even more extreme lengths such as emailing my cyber tech lawyer using her real name to "send him the proof" on why my family is horrible and he should "drop us", to signing up for websites like Justice4Brenda on the anniversary of my aunt's murder with both her real name and picture while using the email address containing LilleeJean6, and creating family trees to prove I am "not Jewish". It was extensive. I lost opportunities, money, jobs, and even people I once knew due to the harmful and concentrated hate campaign. It still is extensive today the malice and hate.
My family demanded she pull our family tree on Ancestry which she created with saved family photographs and family documents.
I found that she was building out my great-grandmother's side of the family from Russia, when she saved a photo document. Once again, I felt abused. This person was now trying to harm, hurt, and rob me of my privacy, and identity. She put these documents on Lolcow.farm, Kiwifarms, both neo-nazi websites, and Twitter with several fake accounts to further the heat and harm against my family. Within that time many antisemitic accounts popped up.
Chaos ensued as a result of that ripple in time. Stories such as my family mentioning that there were family members who survived the Holocaust, or my great-grandmother had a scar from the Tsar's men, we had to prove it! To this woman...in Maine, riling up the entire internet. This woman I had never met before, and being only 20. She was in her late 50s at the time. Tagging brands I worked with, and anyone else I was friends with to prove I wasn't Jewish, and "it's all a lie". For all Jews, these stories are sacred and dear to us. We remember, so we don't forget what might happen next. To prove your "Jewishness" is a travesty. We stick together. We never forget.
Later I would find out that the cyberstalker had only one relative with Jewish ancestry not within her recent lines carried down. She went on a rampage for years, spreading antisemitic hate crimes against me to further her own agenda, posing as a Jewish woman, as though she was a martyr for all Jews. Being of Russian/Jewish and German/Jewish descent, from my mom's side of the family, I found this incredibly offensive.
The misery I suffered, the isolation I felt, for someone who not only was almost 3 times my age but not even from her mother's side on Jewish. The only reasonable explanation for this cyberstalker was simple, hero syndrome, imposter syndrome, and obsession. She wanted to feel important and wanted. No amount of wealth, comfort, or being, meant anything compared to the mania and obsession to cyberstalk my family.
It's important to note, at the same time this woman was also saying I had a fake following, that I was racist, and encouraging a petition to go around the internet for people to sign to "deplatform" me. Scroll below for that screenshot. There is no "why" to a cyberstalker's psychosis. The only thing we can rely on is professionals to help these given people, and for others to stay vigilant on the internet, and be safe.
The woman above made up rumors that I "dropped out" of school, and she contacted a positive campaign for young girls I worked with to have me "removed". On the right, it shows her demanding an apology for a family story, and well, being Jewish. All Jewish women know that the religion descends from the mother's side of the family, always. However, to be Jewish to this cyberstalker means to marry a Jewish man. This became widespread.
From Twitter to Instagram, to YouTube.
The usernames above are not blurred, because they're fake. Davidd135899 for example is now LILLEE JEAN LIES, with my face. This is a screenshot from Twitter, and Instagram after a live show I did to sully my name and continue lying about me.
Just like the eBay case, it is hard to imagine why someone privileged would need this gratification. Spending hours a day trying to rip someone apart. It's almost baffling to comprehend why someone who appears to lead a busy life leading teams at Wells Fargo would engage in activities such as creating fake accounts to harass a teenager, or, involve themselves in reprehensible platforms like neo-nazi websites lolcow.farm, or Kiwifarms.net.
Below is another account by this woman named CEOKINDRED. Creating fake illnesses, mass hysteria, and contacting lawyers, brands, and just about anyone to get me "removed". She was behind the #FREELILLEEJEAN movement which encouraged the Panticult/Lillee Jean Clone Cult to keep going. The mentally abusive tactics observed below still today create deep mental distress for me.
As shown above, there are multiple Reddit profiles this cyberstalker developed to create gossip, disparage, and cause severe economic, and mental harm to me, and my family. In the above account, R/SKHoward (AKA ATRUEMAN, NiceMinnesotan, R/Leading-economist-12, CheeryMonkey, Antiques_lady, and CherryCupcakes7, SandraSchuld, CeoKindred, diane135899, Rabbits2022, kxh45ybdyj, SandraKellySchuld, SandraNiermannSchuld, Sandman22, bubbletea4ever4, Wesavedogs22) the cyberstalker discusses her evangelical faith, home decoration in New England, and her intense psychotherapy sessions. A stark contrast to her behavior on Twitter with NiceMinnesotan, and CheeryMonkey, which revolved only around disparaging me, and my family. The accounts were dedicated. Why? It makes it seem like 3 different people are spreading the same message to further the cult's mission, rather than one woman in Maine. Her intentional hate is woven in between once again the "Lillee Jean" drama with the Reddit R/SkHoward, within just a few months. Her rumors and lies would end up on neo-nazi sites not only by the cyberstalkers' hand, but, by the high volume of users on the threads (please scroll down to see her profiles on neo-nazi sites KiwiFarms and LOLCOW.) False police tips were fabricated by the "PANTICULT", and by the cyberstalker, as a result.
She tried to bring in family members not even on social media. Let that sink in. A woman with a high education.
In the below screenshots, she attempted to sully, and ruin my name further on a nearly 24 hour basis with two companies I worked with to continue her "mission", or later to be called her "crusade" for the Panticult/Lillee Jean Clone Cult. All accounts are linked to this woman.
It now appears education is her main objective for most of the concentrated online stalking. She not only spread rumors, but she used the rumors to further a narrative to endanger, harm, and destroy the Trueman family. A woman working in analytics, and finance. That thought now to me, is honestly horrifying.
The page above is dedicated to ruining Lillee Jean, and Laur Trueman. The posts above were liked by the said cyberstalker, to further illustrate a point. She encourages YouTube videos to reach certain milestones, which causes immense economic harm, and damage to Lillee Jean.
Above is Sandra Schuld of Maine going on YouTube videos to bring up their engagement, and to continue spreading lies.
In spite of the woman's age compared to me, and privileged lifestyle, the cyberstalker has committed some of the most vile acts of hate crime and stalking against me. Despite the fact that I was only 19, she took away what could have been a lifetime of career with her lies and deception. I could have made a good future for myself...she took that. Why would anyone doubt the good vet's wife? Think of it like this. Her "husband", a vet with an extensive career in Southern Maine, helping dogs, and you got the economist at Wells Fargo looking at people's financial records daily that's "worldly". The economist and the vet! Professionals. Who would doubt Ms. Schuld with such a backing?
It's vital to know she used the crutch of Judaism to shield her true intentions. That is a cyberstalker.
The above shows further economic harm, and trying to scare people off to isolate me, and my family. All accounts belong to the same person.
The Impact Cyberstalkers Have
Although the above might seem overwhelming, I felt the same way for many years as a teenager trying to get by in this world. As a result of one of the cult members posting these documents online, and spreading an enormous amount of hatred, this is the result. Pure hatred that is guided. Both violent threats below come from the very website (LOLCOW) the woman in Maine gave people links to, just this week from this date of October 30th, 2023.
There are consequences to actions, and this shows that even someone who is educated can be a complete catfish to others online. While I have to date many police reports, and I am working with the District Attorney in my state, things do take time. The threats though, continue today.
See the cyberstalker as "Leading Economist 12" on the known nazi website Kiwifarms (recently had several of the school mass shooters that utilized the site, and several trans women committed suicide from the website. See this article on the most notorious stalker site here by the Washington Post):
DANGERS OF NAZI SITE KIWIFARMS:
The Neo-Nazi KIWIFARMS account "Leading-Economist-12" (R/Leading-Economist-12) is connected to @KXH45YBDYJ on Twitter. Here, the woman in Maine simultaneously spread her lies, and malicious discord that caused me severe mental harm, and economic damage. This was around the clock. Sometimes all day trying to purposefully hurt me. She posed as a 16-year-old child while doing so, by the way. In the above is her recommending creating a GoFundMe, for the PantiCult, Lillee Jean Clone Cult, to aid the "ANTI-LILLEE Legal Fund". Where that money would go? No indication. The point being is that she's an economist. Why wouldn't people trust her?
She went as far as trying to invalidate that I was stalked as a teenager by this cult by posing that she herself was "16"...later to be discovered being 60 with the accounts ATRUEMAN, NiceMinnesotan, Leading-economist-12, SKHoward, CheeryMonkey, Antiques_lady, and CherryCupcakes7, SandraSchuld, CeoKindred, diane135899, Rabbits2022, kxh45ybdyj, SandraKellySchuld, SandraNiermannSchuld, Sandman22, Wesavedogs22.
At some point, it appeared this cyberstalker might have Munchausen syndrome, as in the provided screenshots with her fake account CherryCupcakes7, CEOKINDRED, she would convince people I was mentally ill, or with a physical disability who was not taken care of. The impact is simple. Within that time an adult protective services tip would be called in that I was in a wheelchair and not being given my medicine.
This caused mass hysteria from the cult online, and led to multiple police reports that I had to file to document the harassment. I had the cops at my house banging on the door thinking I was hanging due to one of their fake police tips.
Thinking that these people knew where I live, and hearing the banging on the door at midnight, still gives me PTSD today. I was put through mental waterboarding by these people for so many years. If I blocked them? More accounts would pop up. If I ignored them? They found ways to impact my life physically, and economically.
This proves education, and wealth mean NOTHING when you see what it did to the example cult member below.
Here are screenshots of her convincing people I was mentally ill and very sickly. One of the most offensive rumors about me, from the cult, and this woman, is that I have stunted brain development (?). Anything I say is "not Lillee", it must be Laur! For starters, my mom's name is Laura. Secondly, I guess in someone's perfect world...that makes me less of a target. Many people underestimate my abilities in life. It still is quite offensive, and demeaning for a woman, to do to another woman, a young girl at the time. It shows how mentally abusive someone is. The cult even created a photo with a gun to my head, and, with my head on a body, with it sitting in a wheelchair to illustrate the point.
The answer may be simpler than we think: this is a cyberstalker who derives pleasure from tormenting others.
The only thing that matters is who you are inside. It doesn’t matter if you have a degree, a lot of money, a lot of status, or who you marry. Just like in the case of the eBay stalking where executives and CEOS were guilty, to my own experience with a cyberstalker, there is no face to what a "cyberstalker" really looks like. Be it pretty, or wealthy, it does not matter.
To date, my family has had no contact besides asking this person to remove an Ancestry family tree in the Spring. It's been 3-4 years however in total of her stalking my family. I don't ask why anymore. I just seek justice.
Additional hate and violence that was encouraged.
This post serves as a reminder to everyone to be careful who you associate with online, and to monitor your children’s online activities. There may be a woman like the one in Maine talking to a child on a server. Maybe your child. Be safe out there.
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